well.... reality is slowly rearing its ugly head. our whitney permit was not successful and im slowly admitting to myself that i simply wont be ready for the eastern sierra double. in retrospect i dont know what i was thinking. since roy was born ive been able to exercise but nothing like whats necessary for events like those. oh well, next year...... now its time to focus on the mammoth run, thats still doable. painful, but doable!!!!!

tomorow i get to play back bastards of utopia for pacho(film maker). we'll see what he thinks about my hacky little mix! cross your fingers! i think he'll like it though.